My Schizophrenia is getting Worse

MY god I am seeing things and making connections that doesnt exist.Had an experience of travelling with Sri Sri Ravishankar in his cab from Chennai to Bangalore he had confessed to me to be a reincarnation of a dvaita scholar. Hilarious ! Obviously Prodep is not working. The Mother too told me that Ravishankar was his companion in earlier ages. What nonsense, I laugh like hell when I think about it. But did it really happen or was it just a hallucination ? I dont know !